Relationships

I am very fortunate to have both my parents still with me.  My father is 88 and my mother recently turned 80.  There was a huge birthday party for her and many people stood up to talk about how much they love her.  My son stood up and said she has been his hero and and a huge inspiration in his life.  It was touching and the whole room was in tears.  There have been periods when I did not appreciate, or even like my parents.  Relationships can be difficult.  It can be challenging to learn how and when to let go and forgive.  Other times the important task may be learning how and when to be assertive, create boundaries and protect them.  Therapy can be helpful in understanding and improving all the relationships in our lives.  If there is conflict, we do ourselves and others a disservice.  When the conflict is resolved, our lives, our children’s, everyone, is enriched.   It is also important to resolve conflict as a lesson in patience.  We gain a deeper understanding of others and ourselves.  Please come see one of the qualified therapists at Catholic Charities of North Dakota if you have conflict in your life.  We can help you find resolution and peace.

See you there!

Catholic Charities North Dakota is excited about the new seminar we are offering! Happily Ever After is a marriage enrichment program based on sound research, years of clinical practice and experience working with couples.  What are the main predictors of divorce? What do couples fight about?  What are the strengths that keep husbands and wives together after many years?  These are a few of the topics we will discuss at the event.  The group is being held at Catholic Charities North Dakota on Monday, October 20th at 7:00 PM.  Please call our office at 235-4457 to register or go to our webpage.  Also, like us on Facebook and follow us on twitter!

Clarity of Thought

Do you ever wonder why some people are so unhappy, even when things are going well?  Maybe this describes you or someone you know.  Sometimes the problem interfering with our ability to enjoy life is in our thinking.   Thoughts that are untrue, or based on faulty logic, are examples of cognitive distortions.  Thinking errors affect a person’s ability to be happy.  Black/white thinking is when we try to reduce life to either/or.  This is also known as “all or nothing” thinking.  We know life is complicated and it can’t always be reduced to polar opposite.  All or nothing thinking is rarely helpful and in fact tends to close us from looking at other possibilities.  Personalizing is when we view others actions as intentional, even when there is no evidence to support this.  If a car cuts you off in traffic, it’s probably not personal!  Projection is when we assume we know what others are thinking of us.  We can’t know what others are thinking or feeling unless we ask.  That’s another cognitive distortion-mindreading.  There are many more of these errors including overgeneralizing, entitlement, minimizing, rationalizing, and denial.  When we feel sorry for ourselves, judge ourselves harshly, or use shaming words towards ourselves these are self-defeating thoughts that can create unhappiness.    If you find yourself using any of these thinking patterns, counseling can help you break these negative beliefs and habits.  It is possible to make changes.  You can learn how to challenge unhealthy thinking and replace it with more balanced, healthy ways of thinking.  Come see our trained counselors at Catholic Charities North Dakota and find out if you are thinking as clearly as possible for a happier, healthier life. 

Metaphors

We have metaphors to describe many things in life that are difficult to define.  It helps to compare larger more important topics to common well understood things and experiences.  Life is like a box of chocolates.  That is a metaphor many of us have heard.  What about grief is like an onion?  Another metaphor used in a previous blog states that  raising children is like gardening.  Symbolism, analogy, metaphor- these can be beautiful especially if used poetically or in creative writing.  One of my favorite stories is The Velveteen Rabbit.  Metaphors and symbolism abound in this story that celebrates aging, love, and wisdom.  The beauty of this figurative language is you can take from it many different things, many different lessons.  Since it is getting close to October, I will end this blog with a verse from a poem my mother wrote.  She wrote this long ago but it has always stuck with me, as good metaphors do.  Blessings,

The step of dark October nears, grasses strewn beneath the wind of his dusky hoof. In the shrinking air does dark October breathe a cloud, morning omen. In the chill darkness of star time does dark October offer up his thickening coat and hard flank, accepting the north wind and shielding the likes of me, with the stern glance of his dark-speaking eye.

 

From Teacher to Social Worker

Today our guest blogger, Kari Boeckermann, an intern with the AASK Program gives her perspective on the first few weeks at Catholic Charities North Dakota.  We think its always interesting to hear what our new additions to our staff learn about what our agency does and  what they have been surprised by or impressed with.  Here’s Kari’s take!

My name is Kari Boeckermann and I am a MSW intern from UND completing my field experience with the AASK program. I became interested in adoption when my husband and I began the domestic infant adoption process.  At the time I wasn’t aware of all of the different areas of adoption. When I began to learn about the alternatives to infant adoption I found the AASK program, which I became very interested in.  Luckily, I am now able to learn about the process from the inside, although I am no longer participating in the process myself.  The part of this position that has most amazed me is how many adoptions are being finalized at any time.  I had assumed it would be very difficult to find homes for older children and sibling groups, but this agency does an amazing job of finding wonderful families for the kids they serve.  I have also been very impressed with the families I’ve met.  The commitment and love that they have are constantly amazing me. 

Outside of AASK, I am a Special Education Teacher in a high school setting.  I work with at risk youth and love watching the growth they make each year.  I also have been lucky enough to find a position co-instructing Equine Facilitated Learning groups, for at risk youth, through a local Equine Assisted Therapy center.  Last, but definitely not least, my husband and I are expecting a baby girl any day now.  

About Mindfulness

Mindfulness is to be in the present, today, the here and now. However, in a busy world that we live in, we are finding less and less time to actually be in the present moment. We may be physically sitting at our desks at work, but our minds are far from paying attention to our work with all the “to do” lists, worries about our loved ones, and keeping a busy scheduled organized, we may not be able to focus. By practicing mindfulness, we are able to find peace and clarity in our lives. In that many of our worries we don’t even have control over. So that’s a lot of time and energy wasted on such matters that we can’t even changes. I bet we have a lot of items on our “to do” lists that we could delegate to someone else. I know, we want to feel important, to feel needed, but at what cost? Our physical, mental, and spiritual health?   We feel we may be accomplishing things when we can “check” them off on our list; however many of us tackle the easy tasks and continue to avoid the big issues that are staring back at us. We are our own worst enemy. By avoiding the real issue, we become angry at ourselves and think that we are flawed. However, we live with others as we wear many hats such as parents, spouse, partner, employee, neighbor, parishioner, etc. except that we try to get things done ourselves. We don’t live on an island by ourselves and talk to a soccer ball named “Wilson” as in the character portrayed by Tom Hanks in the Movie, “Castaway”, we live with others. We all have our own gifts to share. I go to a dentist to fix my teeth and go to a mechanic to fix my car because I don’t know how to perform their specialized tasks. However, when it comes to depression or anxiety, we think we are supposed to “buck up” and get this problem figured out on our own. Just think if you replaced the word, depression or anxiety with the word, diabetes how would you treat yourself then?  Unless you are an endocrinologist that specializes in diabetes, you would most likely make an appointment with an endocrinologist medical doctor.

Here are Catholic Charities North Dakota’s Counseling Department, we can help you prioritize your life in order to practice self-care. Simplifying our lives to focus on the real tasks at hand is what we can do for you. By practicing mindfulness with you, we can complete an assessment of your current life as we gather family history, relationships, financial, abuse, education, and spiritual beliefs just to name a few. We are trained to “see the big picture” without being emotionally involved which can be invaluable when helping our clients gain a fresh new perspective on our approach in life. So ask yourself if you are currently living your true authentic life. If not, what or shall I say, WHO is preventing you from living this authentic life? Let us help you live the life you were meant to be. Call us to schedule your assessment at 1-800-450-4457

 

Growing Confidence and Character

Gardening is a wonderful hobby.  Just think of all the valuable lessons learned while working in the soil.  Dirt is the top layer of the earth.  It is full of life sustaining nutrients, minerals and organisms.  There can be a negative connotation to the word “dirt”.   For some people dirt can represent chaos, disorder, or even fear.  How liberating to dive into the cool earth with both hands.  Gardening builds confidence and character.  It takes effort, patience, persistence and discipline to grow a large garden.  One must lovingly and carefully start the new plants, making sure to give them the best start possible.  Then one must diligently weed the garden to make sure the plants continue to thrive.  Water is essential for a plant, as everyone knows.  But farmers in arid regions are keenly aware of this and struggle to make sure their crops are not thirsty.  Harvesting is hard work not only to bring everything in, but to can, jar or otherwise preserve the valuable bounty. Anytime we work the soil, we are reconnecting with an important sensory experience.  Remember making mud pies as a child?  What a delightful experience.  It is important to find activities that increase self-esteem and build confidence.  Gardening is only one of many healthy, educational and fun activities.  If you struggle with finding productive hobbies or activities, one of the friendly counselors at Catholic Charities may be able to help.  Call 1-800-450-4457 for an appointment today!

Take an Adult Time-out!

We all need a time out every once in awhile. Time outs are not just for toddlers. Think back when the last time you have felt overwhelmed with a mix of emotions, we probably did or said something that we regretted. It is at this time of feeling overwhelmed that we need to take a time out. Create a “go to” place at places where you spend the most time such as your home, office, and even your car. Let’s call this your “sanctuary” instead of your time out place. Personalize your sanctuary by stimulating your five senses. For instance, your home. Find a quiet place such as a comfy chair (Touch). Then add something you enjoy looking at such as pictures of loved ones or places you’ve been to or would like to see (Sight).  Then add some music (Sound), perhaps it’s creating a playlist of soothing music on your iPod, or having the lack of sound/noise by using ear plugs. Then light a candle or incense or inhale essential oils (Smell). Lastly, sip some soothing tea or have some sugar free mints (Taste). Have all these readily available at your sanctuary so when you need your timeout, the items are already there. Also, keep a journal at your sanctuary and just start writing what is on your mind. It’s amazing the things you can do by just getting all your thoughts, worries, and feelings down on paper instead of stuck in your head. We need to be more kind to ourselves and slow things down. We are only one person and can’t do it all. In today’s society we are inundated by so many messages and feel pulled from all directions. We can’t do it all. Enjoy life, one thing at a time and when we can’t figure things out, take a time out for yourself!     Our Counselors at Catholic Charities North Dakota can help you to reduce stress and to make time for yourself!  Call us at 1-800-450-4457 to schedule an appointment.

How Is Grief Like An Onion?

Grief is like an onion.  There are many layers and getting through them makes you cry!  Grief is sharp, like the pungent smell of an onion.  It’s interesting that the onion metaphor uses the sense of smell.  The sense of smell is one of the most primitive human brain functions.  Grief can be triggered by scent and the reaction is immediate and powerful.  What happens when you suddenly smell something that reminds you of a lost loved one? Maybe it’s a certain soap, shampoo, cologne or hair product.  Sometimes it’s the aroma of a special dish, dessert, or food.  Any scent that is strongly associated with someone we have lost can trigger our grief.  The moment that your nose recognizes the scent, it tells your body and you get a lump in your throat, tears spring to your eyes and you feel an ache in your heart.   Our other senses remember grief as well.  Once when I was with my mother, she noticed me brushing my hair.   When I was done, she took the brush and felt the texture of the hair.  It reminded her of the sister she had lost so many years before.  It was over 60 years ago but the sensory information brought it right back and she cried.   Many people have their grief triggered by sounds, music or other auditory input.  The holidays are a huge trigger for most of us.  We remember the pain and hurt, but grief does end.  The part that is left, after grief heals, is sadness.  Sadness is different than grief and for most people, is bearable.  Grief can feel unbearable at times.    If you are struggling with grief, loss, sadness, or depression, these can be overwhelming.  Use as many of the resources that are available to help you through the onion.  The counseling program at Catholic Charities North Dakota is here for you.

Want or a Need?

What is the difference between a want and a need?  It is easy to mix these up because sometimes “wants” feel like needs.  If we stop to think about what we really need it is pretty minimal.  Food, clothing, shelter, clean water and clean air, medical care and a connection with our Creator.  Some might argue that a spiritual relationship is not a need but a strong desire.   It has been said that we are all broken and are missing pieces.  The only thing that truly fills our inner emptiness or the “God shaped hole”, is an understanding of our spiritual nature.   If we were stranded alone on a deserted island with those basic needs met, we could exist.  Many people would even flourish.  If we have everything we absolutely need for survival, then anything we add to that is an enhancement.

Our lives are enhanced by other people and by the creature comforts we enjoy.  These additions are bonuses, privileges, luxuries, icing on the cake. When you look at life in these terms, that anything beyond our basic needs is an enhancement, it is hard not to feel immense gratitude.  Gratitude for the people in our lives, for the little things, for the beautiful world we live in and for ourselves.  Each of us is capable of sustaining ourselves without having any of our “wants” met.  Counseling is a safe place to explore the difference between wants and needs, along with any other issue that is on your heart and mind.  Catholic Charities is here for you as an objective observer, coach, mentor, therapist, and friend, with gratitude for being able to serve you.   To schedule an appointment or to find out more call 1-800-450-4457 or go to CatholicCharitiesND.org.